Wednesday, March 11, 2009

I check people's blog on a regular basis. People who I know well, people i have had conversations with, people i have connected with. Even people i don't like.
I check these blogs even if there has not been any sort of activity in weeks, months.
It is almost like I look for some sort of a representation of that person online.
I think do that sometimes with facebook profiles too. For those who don't blog.
Seeing that person's blog/profile gives me the satisfaction of having met that person. I look for signs of activity, try to read the person's mindset or mood when he/she was writing the last post.
I sometimes have imaginary conversations with the blog.

And i thought all this is a little crazy.

But a little later i realised that i check my own blog every once in a while.
It gives me some sort of an assurance that i actually exist.

Talk about existential angst, huh?

2 comments:

Jan said...

hey! what are you doing, letting out all this stuff? :P We angsty ones resent it!

N said...

lol.
It's not a big secret now, is it?